the key is within you

we love cats.
love is everything.

Busy was a good cat that Busy was with his phat cap though. However Janice had the tendency to actually have to walk out of the room and down would come like all these massive ass tears and the roll down Busy's face every which to and fro, tho! It was as if Busy was crying to God and didn't nobody know it but Busy unfortunately even though Busy was a very good cat after all.

However, it was on the 5th day, Busy and the other cats had found themselves still stuck in the same circumstances (and also , same situation, too of course.) Peace and harmony had somehow collided with the ideas of there having been an actual shattering between peace and harmony and the full of love. Busy's golden heart began to show itself upon which Busy willfully showed great pleasure in showing it off and in doing so.

the inner planes
and the Light of God
the golden heart
lit up the pitfalls,
and holes,
and other dangers,
therein:
bringing about a spiritual healing,
no small thing to deal with;
old karma fought hard but all is gone now.

You are your Inner Master.
You are the only one who can speak for your dreams.
And you alone have your own authority in which to pick or choose whatever spiritual path  you want.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO CHOOSE THIS.
without conflict there is no change. Without change their can be no  hope.

NanoWriMo's here, are you ready to do this?!!!

NaNoWriMo is a great reminded for me because i tend to get too much into the details of the matter till the point that all of the day gets all tied up into me thinking about how bad i got it and or realizing that since things are going to go bad for me, that not only am i just a bad, bad, bad person to the bone who is also so very selfish to want to actually write something so massive such as this, but that since bad things are going to come at me from every which way possible anyway; my point being: so why try to do anything for myself then anyway since it will fail regardless? I do a lot of self-sabotaging because i do suffer from depression, but i intend to die off my depression if only one hour at a time so as to be able to start my life over again and anew. One of the ways I like to express myself is through NaNoWrImO is because it helps make me creatively feel like there is actually something to get up for in the morning. After all my mom did say for me to always be working on a project of some kind for the rest of the life because as a kid I can always remember that my mom had always had me active in especially the creative arts and also of course in that of music. So, in having my mom I really would agree then that at oftentimes, (and for me, probably more so than not, sigh), it takes someone or maybe even a symbol of something (whether spiritual, or religious, etc.) or it might even be something else such as a song lyric, or a quote out of video game or manga, to aid in assisting others like myself and me that the time is now, no matter how busy our minds can make us think we are. Sometimes we have to all step back and take a timeout (which I am so frivolously trying to do right now with my life and it is only day 2 of this thing people!) and just forget about what could happen, forget about what did happen before I got to where I am now, and just go with it and then just do the damn thing!